It’s hard losing someone you love without telling them how much they mean to you and how much you love them. Life is too short. Tell everything before it’s too late.
Just a realization after visiting the funeral. Ang bilis! Sa isang iglap lang pwedeng mawala sayo yung taong mahal mo. Mas masakit yung hindi mo man lang nasabi sa kaniya lahat ng nilalaman ng puso mo.
Upon hearing my friend’s story how her father died, I analyzed everything that had happened. Two sides of me went out – me being a friend and me being a student nurse. Sayang eh. Kung natakbo nila agad sa ospital, marerevive pa. Pero sa bahay pa lang kasi nag-iba na. Ayoko sabihin pa dito yung story pero kaya pa sana eh. Okay. Asthma attack and cardiac arrest ang diagnosis ng doctor. According to my friend, they tried reviving tito for 5 times already pero wala na talaga. My friend was hoping na may hininga pa pero right after seeing the flat line, kinausap na niya agad yung dad niya. Telling him to fight, reminding him about their trip to Palawan and all others.
Mabigat sa pakiramdam yung ganun. Na-feel ko yung friend ko habang nagkkwento siya. Kung pano niya pinigilan yung iyak niya that very moment just to make sure that her dad will not notice it. Sabi kasi ng friend ko na ayaw na ayaw ng dad niya na umiiyak siya. Hirap nun ah.
Hay. Anyway, natutunan kong habang kasama mo pa yung mga taong malapit sa puso mo, iparamdam mo na kung gano sila kahalaga sayo. Cherish every moment you have now before it’s gone.